Missing you

[terpsichorean]

Okay, I'm officially lonely. I normally do not like to expose my vulnerabilities publicly, but on this day...exactly one week from our "official" anniversary (of which we cannot spend together), I am lonely.

Life is not particularly bad here at all, but I just really miss all of my friends. And I especially miss YOU. I had no idea it would be this hard to be separated. And sadly, this stretch will not be our last extended separation, but rather the first of possibly many.

The infinite love that I have for you equates the heartache that I feel now. I feel raped of my spirit, and despite being in the middle of the desert, the sun shines less bright. And now the tears flow, as I think of you...

I suppose at some point I'll grow to be used to this, but it scares me to be desensitized to this despair. I love you with the intensity of a raging fire, and I never want that emotion to be extinguished.

Simply put, I am missing you like crazy on this day. I want you to always know that regardless of physical distance, you are in my heart, my private daytime reveries, and my dreams each and every day that I live and breathe.

You are my hero, my friend, my lover, and the love of my life. I love you more than you'll ever know.

[Muramasa]

Oh shit... now I gotta grab my tissue box...

AWWWWWWWWWWWW........:affection:

It takes an AWESOME woman to be this dedicated to her man!! I think as long as you keep your head high, you'll make it!:smooch:

:grouphug:

[the sex molesters]

yeah this definitely call for a great big AWWWWWW! and the obligitory wish that someone would feel that way about me.... lol.

[badkitty3804]

http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-9/378814/awwww.jpg

[cleophite]

:sadblue:

:sok:

[badkitty3804]

http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-9/378814/noster_1.jpg

[binger]

i rember thouse pictures em thouse were goodtimes

[Spinsta']

:sick:

[divapb]

Please remember, you may be lonely but you are never alone

[Muramasa]

Originally posted by divapb
Please remember, you may be lonely but you are never alone
:werd::raveon:

[Nos]

I miss you too baby. =(

[Nos]

And what the fuck.. I have candy on in the second picture. I demand you take it down Emily! NOW!

[Gizmo]

aw... the buzzboard unites the lovebirds! who would have thought! Oh the power of the internet!




I'm so tired.... and I'm delirious, but that post was so sweet that I feel good to be alive now.

Love endures and all that. Yep yep...

[bkidz]

In a way, it's all a matter of time
I will not worry for you, You'll be just fine
Take my thoughts with you, and when you look behind
You will surely see a face that you recognize

You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time
Open your mind, Surely it's plain to see
You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time for you
Open your mind, Surely there's time to be with me

It is the distance, that makes life a little hard
Two minds that once were close, Now so many miles apart
I will not falter though, I'll hold on till you're home
Safely back where you belong, And see how our love has grown

You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time
Open your mind, Surely it's plain to see
You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time for you
Open your mind, Surely there's time to be with me

[terpsichorean]

Originally posted by Spinsta'
:sick:

Fuck you. I'd love to see you attempt to accomplish half the shit I do, while being over 2200 miles away from all whom you love. I'd love to see you crash and burn in my world.

[terpsichorean]

Thanks everyone else for the well wishes, though.
Jerad- :smooch: :affection:

[kirk]

get a room

[KlondikeTW v2.0]

Originally posted by KirkInOut
get a room

:buttsex: :bookonraves: :lovemachine: :raveon: :thumbsup:

[housecat]

OMG IT'S A FLY BY CODY POSTING!!!

Missy I just saw this thread. I love you guys and can't imagine how hard it must be to be so far away from someone you love so much. I know it's hard on both of you guys.

:sadblue:

[Gizmo]

with another mesmerizing avatar :hypnotized:

[MattaKnox]

Methinks Missy should come back. :yes:

[bkidz]

Everytime I see that avatar, it's like a car accident. You know you shouldn't be staring but, damnit you just have to look in amazement.

:delirious:

[housecat]

I've got the duct tape. I say we stage a kidnapping. All in favor say aye....

[bkidz]

yea . . . . . . I mean *AYE*

:smooch: :bookonraves: :thumbsup:

[KlondikeTW v2.0]

<------------------------- STARE!

[jrob]

:hypnotized: "mmmmmmmm.....purple."

[kirk]

Originally posted by KlondikeTW v2.0
&lt;------------------------- STARE!



how did you talk jerad into wearing that outfit????

[asian]

aww, i don't really know what to say except plur....damn, my vocabulary sucks. this post proves my point.

but really, hugs and stuff.

[Nos]

Errm, Supreme Azn being. Did you check your pms? I need to get into contact with lost and found at the club nations. =)

[housecat]

*snicker* Nations

Sucks your wallet got ganked man.

[Spinsta']

Originally posted by terpsichorean


Fuck you. I'd love to see you attempt to accomplish half the shit I do, while being over 2200 miles away from all whom you love. I'd love to see you crash and burn in my world.

:loser:

[Nos]

Bitch, shut the fuck up.

[Spinsta']

Originally posted by Nos
Bitch, shut the fuck up. :afterbuzz: :patricia:

[betseyxox]

You tell him sweetie! I do the long distance thing too and it sucks. It's hard to believe that those few days that you are with them is worth the many more days that you aren't.

[Muramasa]

Originally posted by betseyxox
You tell him sweetie! I do the long distance thing too and it sucks. It's hard to believe that those few days that you are with them is worth the many more days that you aren't.


:yes:
:yourock:

[badkitty3804]

Originally posted by Nos
And what the fuck.. I have candy on in the second picture. I demand you take it down Emily! NOW!

That candy says "peebo" though. I made it. :neener:

[Blue_Kitten]

Ok I have a question for everyone out there, how many of you would wait....oh let's say 6 years to be with someone? And now you're asking yourself why right? Why, because this guy makes you feel things you never dreamed possible, because he loves you, even your flaws! Everything sounds good, and you'd wait right?

[Muramasa]

Originally posted by Blue_Kitten
Ok I have a question for everyone out there, how many of you would wait....oh let's say 6 years to be with someone? And now you're asking yourself why right? Why, because this guy makes you feel things you never dreamed possible, because he loves you, even your flaws! Everything sounds good, and you'd wait right?

:werd:
When you find a guy that really loves you and will stick with you through anything... hold on to him. The harder you work for the relationship, the better it will be further down the road.:yes:

[Blue_Kitten]

Exactly! That's what I think but everyone keeps telling me it wont work out. I'm willing to wait, there's no one else worth being with, I mean this guy is my other half and w/o him I feel horrible. I just wish I had a confirmation from him.

[Muramasa]

I'd say more if I knew the situation better, but I have to at least give you MASSIVE props for sticking through your man when things get rough. Distance can be a killer unless you have faith in him and let him know how willing you are to wait for him. The stronger you stay, the more inspiration it will give him to be strong as well.

...or something like that.:kapluto:

[betseyxox]

Oh honey I know your situation, its just like mine. My boyfriend just graduated college and is going into the Air Force for two years. We were only dating for like 5 months when he graduated and the past 4 months have been so hard, but so worth it. He makes me feel like no one else has, and when I am with him I have never been happier. Stick with it honey, it can work.

[Spinsta']

blah blah blah... you guys are lame :pityparty:

[Muramasa]

Hey, I'm single too, and I hate every second of it. It's just nice seeing other people succeed in situations where I've failed.:shrug:

[MattaKnox]

Originally posted by Spinsta'
blah blah blah... you guys are lame :pityparty:

can all virgins on the board please STFU KTHX

[Spinsta']

well in that case i'll just ... continue talking! yay!:specialed: :smileyparty:

[cleophite]

granted we're all a bunch of sarcastic bastards on this board, but i think there are times when its not appreciated or amusing. at all. you've had your fun. please rile everyone up on another topic jenni.

[MattaKnox]

Originally posted by Spinsta'
well in that case i'll just ... continue talking! yay!:specialed: :smileyparty:

produce doesn't count yay!:specialed: :smileyparty:

[Spinsta']

but your mom does:snog:

[MattaKnox]

http://users.pandora.be/bauknecht/Forumshit/lamerbus.jpg

Next Stop: Hill Valley

[Spinsta']

followed by your mom's pants

[badkitty3804]

*Stern Voice*

All of the sarcastic ones...out...now....shew!

If you want, I'll start up yet another 'I use sarcasm as a mask' threads.

[time0000]

yo man i feel yea stay strong and keep moving to the next day and dont ever forget that love in your heart

[santaklaus]

aw. I miss you too. not.

[Valencia Styles]

Originally posted by terpsichorean
Okay, I'm officially lonely. I normally do not like to expose my vulnerabilities publicly, but on this day...exactly one week from our "official" anniversary (of which we cannot spend together), I am lonely.

Life is not particularly bad here at all, but I just really miss all of my friends. And I especially miss YOU. I had no idea it would be this hard to be separated. And sadly, this stretch will not be our last extended separation, but rather the first of possibly many.

The infinite love that I have for you equates the heartache that I feel now. I feel raped of my spirit, and despite being in the middle of the desert, the sun shines less bright. And now the tears flow, as I think of you...

I suppose at some point I'll grow to be used to this, but it scares me to be desensitized to this despair. I love you with the intensity of a raging fire, and I never want that emotion to be extinguished.

Simply put, I am missing you like crazy on this day. I want you to always know that regardless of physical distance, you are in my heart, my private daytime reveries, and my dreams each and every day that I live and breathe.

You are my hero, my friend, my lover, and the love of my life. I love you more than you'll ever know.

that is the SWEETEST thing i have ever heard someone say about another person in my entire life....

[Mandaba]

missy, giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirl, we know you're tough, and we know how much you and jerad mean to each other, jus stay strong inside and out and im sure things will be positive in the end, regardless of what negativity may come. :smooch: you have all our love hon.

[bbjohnson]

PLUR

[Muramasa]

:werd::plurstick:

[terpsichorean]

Happy Anniversary, baby. :smooch:

[Valencia Styles]

awwwww! congrats you guys!

[empressjenn]

Originally posted by Blue_Kitten
Ok I have a question for everyone out there, how many of you would wait....oh let's say 6 years to be with someone? And now you're asking yourself why right? Why, because this guy makes you feel things you never dreamed possible, because he loves you, even your flaws! Everything sounds good, and you'd wait right?


:falatic: Word of caution from someone who moved half-way across the country to take a chance....don't expect anything. Sounds hard, but it helped me when I didn't get what I wanted. Good thing I didn't do it just for him! You gotta look out for you. If you love him 100%, keep on lovin him, but love yourself just as much. I'm not pessimistic, not optomistic...just realistic. :pityparty:

[Anti-DieselKitty]

Originally posted by terpsichorean
Happy Anniversary, baby. :smooch:

Awww...I can't believe I almost missed this!

People should send anniversary gifts to Jerad and Missy... Please choose from the Ikea catalog and save a little money to have it shipped to Hawaii

[Article One]

im going to send them a sock.



i mean, i cant find the other one, so why not.

[Anti-DieselKitty]

A sock in a new Ikea dresser? Or on another Klippan?!

[keokikim02]

awww missy :smooch: :grouphug:

your post did make me tear... *sniffles*

[Muramasa]

***Edit: Never talk about love while drunk.:D***

[ZFunnyGirl]

but i just met you...just 2 minutes ago...

gosh, this perfume's GOOD!...

[Valencia Styles]

i'm happy where i'm at right now in the love department :D it makes me smile everyday knowing that someone cares and the thoughts get me through each waking hour... i love it!

[coolvicki]

aww i want to feel the buzz love too..... must check out nations again..... went to velvet last weeekend - DEFINATELY wasnt buzz

[kirk]

"nations" has officialy changed their name to "S"



...to avoid any further confusion

[juicyjay]

awww i hear ya. sometimes i feel like that.
cheer up.

[Methodus]

jesus h christ.

[Nquire]

Fuck you. I'd love to see you attempt to accomplish half the shit I do, while being over 2200 miles away from all whom you love. I'd love to see you crash and burn in my world.whoa :skull:

[blewmymindblank]

http://www.flamehq.com/albums/wpw-8c/misc46.jpg

[happygrl]

Awwww, you guys are clearly really devoted to each other, and that's what it takes to make situations that can sometimes be this difficult (like long distance love) work. I wish you both the best, and happy anniversary!

[housecat]

How the fuck did this thread get resurrected?!

[kirk]

it was oswald

[housecat]

That motherfucker

[happygrl]

How the fuck did this thread get resurrected?!
Oops, didn't read the beginning too closely--guess it was from a long time ago :doh:

[Muramasa]

That motherfucker

Aaaaaahahahahahaha!!! Nice one bruva!

[terpsichorean]

Damn yo...old thread like whoa.

lol, we're coming up on the second anniversary now. hehe.

And Dina, damn I feel like ass now. Fuck 6 hour time differnces.

Must go back to pretending to be functional.

[badkitty3804]

Off Topic
(Hey Missy, pics from Andalu last week:
http://www.buzzlife.com/forums/showthread.php?p=929844#post929844
There's a cute one of you and some of the gang...)

[asian]

hi hawaii lady


good seeing you the other night, come back more often! :D

[kirk]

Damn yo...old thread like whoa.

lol, we're coming up on the second anniversary now. hehe.

And Dina, damn I feel like ass now. Fuck 6 hour time differnces.

Must go back to pretending to be functional.



:angry:

let me rephrase that

:disappointed:


would've like to have caught up with you m...

[Yakko Red]

Damn yo...old thread like whoa.

lol, we're coming up on the second anniversary now. hehe.

And Dina, damn I feel like ass now. Fuck 6 hour time differnces.

Must go back to pretending to be functional.

It was good to see you again.

[buzzboy]

wow missy! i gotta say your heart is as pretty as you were beautiful friday night, i have to say that i think things will be great in the end for the two of you so stay strong.

[housecat]

Damn yo...old thread like whoa.

lol, we're coming up on the second anniversary now. hehe.

And Dina, damn I feel like ass now. Fuck 6 hour time differnces.

Must go back to pretending to be functional.
Yeah, I bet you were hating life lady.

p.s. I put my computer desk together all by myself! After putting it all together once then realizing I put one part on backwards and had to take the bitch ALL apart and reassemble but yeah... victory is mine! Wedgie is a good cheerleader btw.

:wedgie:

[BizarroCub]

Yeah, I bet you were hating life lady.

p.s. I put my computer desk together all by myself! After putting it all together once then realizing I put one part on backwards and had to take the bitch ALL apart and reassemble but yeah... victory is mine! Wedgie is a good cheerleader btw.

:wedgie:

Well...if someone weren't drinking while assembleing said desk...then backwards parts would be substantially less likely to happen...

:sillyme:

[housecat]

I put off the drinking til after... I was sober and STILL put it on backwards. That was prob because I decided I could do it without using the directions.

:doh:

OH, and one of the parts was a lil too wide and would not align properly so I couldn't use it :( It was a minor part that I didn't need anyway, it was just a cd rack thingy that I wouldn't have used.

[BizarroCub]

OH, and one of the parts was a lil too wide and would not align properly so I couldn't use it :( It was a minor part that I didn't need anyway, it was just a cd rack thingy that I wouldn't have used.

<----thinks Dina needs a man...

And having Dan or Wedgie in the background tossing pom poms while you do the work doesn't count. *ducks*

[MaryAnarchy]

In a way, it's all a matter of time
I will not worry for you, You'll be just fine
Take my thoughts with you, and when you look behind
You will surely see a face that you recognize

You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time
Open your mind, Surely it's plain to see
You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time for you
Open your mind, Surely there's time to be with me

It is the distance, that makes life a little hard
Two minds that once were close, Now so many miles apart
I will not falter though, I'll hold on till you're home
Safely back where you belong, And see how our love has grown

You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time
Open your mind, Surely it's plain to see
You're not alone, I'll wait till the end of time for you
Open your mind, Surely there's time to be with me


i like that song a lot.

i like the sexy prog mix of it.

[MaryAnarchy]

hey, i got to meet you friday. i didn't realize you lived so far away

nice meeting you, anyways :D

[housecat]

<----thinks Dina needs a man...

And having Dan or Wedgie in the background tossing pom poms while you do the work doesn't count. *ducks*
:ohshit:

[BizarroCub]

:ohshit:

You know you love it...

[terpsichorean]

It was mos def good to see everyone again; and Kirkus, I am so sorry. I was only in Philly for two days (the Sundays on both weekends), and I really wanted to spend that time with my Mom and Dad. I only saw my grandmother for 15 minutes! I just so hard seeing everyone in a short period of time.

But I'll be back, probably in November, for another conference. We'll plan better for that one and I'll make it a point to see you.

Heh, I started another thread on this that got buried, but this is as good a place as any to say how wonderful it felt to see people again and realize the friendships that bonded most of us in the first place. Although I am quite happy to have returned to my life and Jerad here, it was truly a great visit to my old stomping grounds. Always good to meet new faces and catch up with old ones.

And congratulations on figuring out the world's simplest instructions from Ikea, Dina! :wink:
j/k-- that shit did have a lot of pieces. lol

[terpsichorean]

And thanks for the well wishes and compliments. Chris, you made me :blush:

[kirk]

It was mos def good to see everyone again; and Kirkus, I am so sorry. I was only in Philly for two days (the Sundays on both weekends), and I really wanted to spend that time with my Mom and Dad. I only saw my grandmother for 15 minutes! I just so hard seeing everyone in a short period of time.

But I'll be back, probably in November, for another conference. We'll plan better for that one and I'll make it a point to see you.

Heh, I started another thread on this that got buried, but this is as good a place as any to say how wonderful it felt to see people again and realize the friendships that bonded most of us in the first place. Although I am quite happy to have returned to my life and Jerad here, it was truly a great visit to my old stomping grounds. Always good to meet new faces and catch up with old ones.

And congratulations on figuring out the world's simplest instructions from Ikea, Dina! :wink:
j/k-- that shit did have a lot of pieces. lol




next time for sure.



pm me the link to the november conference. i have a master plan in mind.


glad to hear you had fun.