Its gonna be a bright sunshiny day. part deux

[MaryAnarchy]

well the subject title was plurry.

[maynard]

I hate that my dad stole the 4Runner, so I can't go to the beach and get all my shit. I was actually looking forward to doing that, sometimes you just need to get away and clear your head.

[madeofwires]

from last thread.
maynard: i hate uncertainty


:werd:

[MaryAnarchy]

i hate forgetting what i wanted to say.

[evey]

I hate games.

[Article One]

I hate you and your apathy.
You can leave, you can leave, I don't want you here.
I'm playing this pantomime,
But I don't see you showing any signs of fear...


old silverchair :raveon:

[Anti-DieselKitty]

Originally posted by MaryAnarchy
i hate forgetting what i wanted to say.


I meant to tell you, you should just run over whoever doesn't like you back. It's a good plan if you don't get caught. That woman in Texas obviously messed it up. I'll even hold your drink while you do it...

[maynard]

'Pure Massacre' was fucking bad ASS! :raveon:

[MaryAnarchy]

whoah

okay, i'll go hunt them down and run them over.

sounds like a great plan!

btw i really really really used to like silverchair

[MaryAnarchy]

i think i lost lots of hearing in my ears from blasting their cd in mydiscman over and over and over.

[Gizmo]

I hate that I’m stuck in a dead end job. I hate that I have to write this in notepad and copy/paste so no one sees that I'm online. I hate that my dad has no respect for anyone else living in the tiny apartment and thinks it's fun to blast the same shitty Creed song over and over again at 3 in the morning, or that it's very healthy to be online and in chat rooms for at least 14 hours a day, or that it's funny to waste away. I hate driving to work in the beautiful sunshine, feeling that sudden urge to make a U-turn on 28 and keep driving till I run out of gas, then just walk and walk till I stop at the first blue house I see, stay there and live the rest of my days walking from blue house to blue house and when I'm an old lady I can say that I lived my life the way I wanted to... anything not to go to work, then go home, then go to work overandoverandover ad nauseum. I hate that every day I just want to GO AWAY, to pick a road blindfolded on an atlas, and follow it until my lonely car dies, the car I worked so hard for, while Stacy and Mallory just got brand new Mustangs and Beamers for their 16th birthday, and they drive them back and forth to the mall and to the homes of the 75 uninterested friends, where they will sit in the backseat and apply cosmetics that contain glitter.

I hate knowing that I have no bootstraps to pick myself up with. I hate knowing that over in Afghanistan women are still being brutalized, I hate knowing that if it were black men that were being forced to cover themselves, black men that weren't allowed to be seen in public without a white escort, that were stoned to death for no reason at all, that were not allowed to go to school or work, that eked out a living by begging in the streets until they died by a white man's hand or simply starved to death in a corner of their thatched hut, that this country would be up in arms over it, that Jesse Helms would personally lead the first few troops into the enemy's ground, that we wouldn't have to sit and wait for a terrorist attack, I HATE knowing that the liberation of women has almost always been a side issue. I hate it.

[maynard]

Originally posted by Gizmo
I hate driving to work in the beautiful sunshine, feeling that sudden urge to make a U-turn on 28 and keep driving till I run out of gas, then just walk and walk till I stop at the first blue house I see, stay there and live the rest of my days walking from blue house to blue house and when I'm an old lady I can say that I lived my life the way I wanted to...

Wow. That's the most beautiful thing I have read in quite some time. :smooch:

[Gizmo]

thank you *wipes away tear*

[GTAVercetti]

I hate wanting something so bad that I know I will never get.

[evey]

Originally posted by GTAVercetti
I hate wanting something so bad that I know I will never get.

:werd:

[Boonshniggle]

I hate that I am stuck in fukn columbia. I hate the fact that I moved here with my parents when I was 17 and lived here only a month until I turned 18 (left 4am my 18th bday). I hate the fact that after I moved to cali and ran my business I went on a 2 week vacation and my partner fucked everything up. I hate the fact that I had to sell my house that I had when I was 18 in sacramento. I hate the fact that I had to move to Chicago and move down to an apartment. I hate the fact that I got stuck doing commission retail at Circuit City then Waitering at Ruby Tuesday. I hate the fact that I worked so much (sometimes 70hrs a week) that I had to move back to this town I moved away from in the first place so that I can goto school. I hate the fact that my parents are miserable in their marriage and I discuss divorce with my mom every week who calls their marriage an "arrangement". I hate the fact that my brother thinks he's stupid and won't goto college. I hate the fact that I have to work 2 jobs and work 70 or more hours agian this summer to make my event happen. I hate the fact that I know more about web design then any professors at my college (I have alot to learn still, so it blowz).

But, life is great except for that, so fuck it, I'm actually happy :D

:plurstick:

[Boonshniggle]

People are everything and I got great people around me every location I've lived in, so I feel bad for even complaining :/

[Gizmo]

I think the only thing I really love about hating this, is picturing the Brady Bunch singing the sunshine day song to the background of these laments.

[Article One]

LMFAO!!!! :afterbuzz:

nice one cortney

[Gizmo]

:bitterthumbsup:

:D

[cleophite]

ok, i suppose i should try this "rant" thing you speak of. if it really is theraputic, then i'm down.

anywho.

i hate ranting in the first place. i hate not being able to be sunshine-y and cheerful all the time. i hate those moments when you're on top of the world, and then come crashing back down because of that little thing still upsetting you. i hate feeling like i'm being followed around by a little storm cloud. i hate ranting all the time to my friends because i hate being a downer.

i hate that it's sunny and beautiful outside and that i'm not there, even though i could be. (damn addictive message board!). i hate that i didn't do well on one of my finals. i hate that my best friend is at the beach and i'm here. i hate that i haven't been to the gym in over a month, and i feel like chub. i hate that i need a physical outlet for my stress or i get punchy. i hate that i have to move back home thursday, and that i have to both pack and unpack all of my things, and then lose a bit of the newfound independance i covet.

i hate that i have about 20 emails i need to answer about jobs. i hate that i don't have a permanent escort to those jobs anymore, and so i have to schedule around a gilfriend's schedule. i hate that school is over because i have nothing to distract me from certain aspects of my life that i'd rather not deal with. i hate that i don't have the excuse "i'm really, really busy right now." i hate that i have to do something very upsetting and painful tonight. i hate that my preferred method of dealing with things has suddenly turned into my sticking my head in the sand. i hate that i can't keep it there.

i hate that my digestive system and organs are a fck-ucked. i hate that i have stomach pains when i eat or drink anything.

i hate that i rarely post anything intelligent here. i hate that i feel like i come off as not particularly intellectual. i hate that i care.

i hate how long this has become!

i love the fact that i feel a LOT better all of the sudden. i'm going to open my window and let some fresh air in now.

[/hate]

[Boonshniggle]

hahahaha

[evey]

I hate that Lauren has things to rant about.

[Article One]

Originally posted by evey
I hate that Lauren has things to rant about.

:werd:


in strongbads voice: "I make hating fun!!"

[cleophite]

Originally posted by evey
I hate that Lauren has things to rant about. :smooch: :smooch:

[cleophite]

ooooh, i almost forgot: i hate that everyone's online because of finals and that my server is much slower then usual. i get so bored waiting for the pages to load :/

[sychie]

i hate that i have a million and one things i could rant about hating, and that i agree with most of the things that have already been listed here, but i don't have time to rant myself.

i shall live vicariously through your rants.....

[RedHedGurl]

Hey Gizmo...you have to sit thru traffic on 28 too huh?
Oh yeah...I HATE TRAFFIC! Living in Manassas and working in Ashburn is a pain in my ass.

[GTAVercetti]

I hate being just a face in the crowd. I hate that after all the effort I put into my relationships, sometimes I still feel invisible. I hate being told I am "cute" I hate being the "nice guy" I hate the way some people just can't let things go. I hate the way people in this city drive. I hate the way no one has any courtesy for anyone anymore. I hate that I can't be more like them. I hate that I have a conscious. I hate that some people get everything handed to them and have the audicity to bitch out a waiter because their fries are overcooked. I hate missing the cutting edge. I hate all the people who say they hate followers. I hate people who bitch and complain and never actually take a REAL stand and do anything about it other than talk.

and the flip side...

I love the smell of cut grass. I love watching a thunderstorm rolling over the hills. I loved being 12. I love the smell of ozone from lightening. I love sitting at Eat n Park at 3 am discussing Adam Sandler movies. I love dancing so hard that I am in pain the next day. I love feeling the music coming from within on the dance floor. I love that I have the best parents in the world. I love that I am independent. I love that I can be alone.

[cleophite]

Originally posted by Article One
:werd:


in strongbads voice: "I make hating fun!!" :smooch: :smooch: to you too.

[maynard]

Originally posted by cleophite
i hate that i haven't been to the gym in over a month, and i feel like chub.

Wait, you're kidding right?

[Article One]

"I never woulda dreamed in a million years id see
so many mutha fuckin people who feel like me
Who share the same views
And the same exact beliefs
Its like a fuckin army marchin in back of me
So many lives I touched
So much anger aimed at no perticular direction
Just sprays and sprays"

[GTAVercetti]

:woot:

[cleophite]

Originally posted by maynard
Wait, you're kidding right? uh. no. i hate being inactive.

[Gizmo]

here’s what the fuck I hate: right now I'm listening to the women in my office beat themselves up over violating their diets by eating donuts that another lady brought in for the office. I hate that women are afraid to eat.

[evey]

Originally posted by cleophite
uh. no. i hate being inactive.

I think he meant to say that you're nowhere near fat. I think I have to agree with him on this one.

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by Article One
"I never woulda dreamed in a million years id see
so many mutha fuckin people who feel like me
Who share the same views
And the same exact beliefs
Its like a fuckin army marchin in back of me
So many lives I touched
So much anger aimed at no perticular direction
Just sprays and sprays"

you know, this is really a good quote. I do feel like part of a spraying army.

But it feels so good.

[maynard]

Evey is correct.

[buzzboy]

Originally posted by MaryAnarchy
whoah

...........

btw i really really really used to like silverchair


they like frogs..and llamas

[cleophite]

i never said that, i just feel very slovenly when i don't exercise at all. i went dancing saturday tho, so it's not all bad :D

[maynard]

Wait... doesn't "slovenly" mean "loose" or "slutty"?

I don't think that's the word you were looking for...

[buzzboy]

Originally posted by evey
I think he meant to say that you're nowhere near fat. I think I have to agree with him on this one.
the pretty ones always think they are....i can think of 2 off the top of my head.

[evey]

Originally posted by cleophite
i never said that, i just feel very slovenly when i don't exercise at all. i went dancing saturday tho, so it's not all bad :D

I've made up my mind, i'm getting an exercise machine in two days, and i'm going to look the way I did in high school. And if that doesn't work, I don't know what the fuck will.

[maynard]

Or, how about, I'm a fucking moron.

[buzzboy]

excercise can make you look like a pimple-face dweeb?

[evey]

Originally posted by buzzboy
the pretty ones always think they are....i can think of 2 off the top of my head.

One of them can kiss my ass, if we're thinking of the same person.

[Article One]

Originally posted by Gizmo
you know, this is really a good quote. I do feel like part of a spraying army.

But it feels so good.


werd...it does actually. i really started it thinking, people will try and calm me or ask me whats wrong, or tell me how "things arent that bad", or whatever... basically, i thought alot would miss the point.


but it seems, that everyone has this in them...and if my bullshit and unimportant contempt for certain things in life has sparked people to find unity with each other in the common frame of knowing you arent alone, then i am proud.

hate on hata's!!

[buzzboy]

ok i will say im'thinking of 3 then.

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by maynard
Wait... doesn't "slovenly" mean "loose" or "slutty"?

I don't think that's the word you were looking for...

slovenly:
Untidy, as in dress or appearance.
Marked by negligence; slipshod. See Synonyms at sloppy.

[cleophite]

Originally posted by maynard
Wait... doesn't "slovenly" mean "loose" or "slutty"?

I don't think that's the word you were looking for... slov·en·ly ( P ) Pronunciation Key (slvn-l)
adj.
Untidy, as in dress or appearance.
Marked by negligence; slipshod. See Synonyms at sloppy.

re: lazy. that's all i meant. but today i will go run around in the sun :) you should too!

[Article One]

thank you Webster! can i get some phoenetics on that???

[maynard]

It's a fact, girls think they're fat. I'm not sure they actually think that, I think they just say it to get the ego stroking "oh no you're not" from us.

[Gizmo]

Slipshod is gonna be my new MC name.

[cleophite]

nice one courtney :afterbuzz:

[maynard]

You both know that I had that definition all pulled up, and was going to post it, but instead just decided to say "i'm a moron" right?

:neener:

[Gizmo]

:D nice one Lauren! :smooch:

[Article One]

Originally posted by maynard
It's a fact, girls think they're fat. I'm not sure they actually think that, I think they just say it to get the ego stroking "oh no you're not" from us.

i used to think that...but dude, u ever see the magazines WE (males) read.

its no wonder even the hottest of girls have this insecurity. seriously.

[Gizmo]

*does high-five to Lauren, misses*

[cleophite]

Originally posted by Gizmo
*does high-five to Lauren, misses* *misses as well and falls over*

dang.

[buzzboy]

:werd: doug...you actually "read" those?

[Muramasa]

I hate that people can't just pick up their pieces and give themselves the momentum they need to do something instead of waiting for some sort of inspiration or dramatic, life-changing advice. I hate that I'm the only person I know that knows how to make a genuine choice in life, instead of playing with ideas and waiting for something else to find me. I hate that I'm the only person I've ever met that thinks of things like hitchhiking and painting with your eyes closed as things that are creative and fun to do instead of just plain crazy. I hate that people are intimidated by massive open-mindedness, acceptance, and (tolerable) intelligence, and feel that they have to compete with it or something... which is part of why I hate that many people feel the need to play the hero or villain of their own little life story, have their own life centered primarily around themselves, and that they need to have some sort of label, concept, habit... something, anything placed on themselves just so they can feel like a 'real' person. I hate that society makes them feel that way to begin with. I hate that there are actually guidelines to physical attractiveness that we continue to push on our peers and children that are reflected in every advertisement and social situation that I've come to face with my entire life. I hate that we have classifications such as loser, idiot, boring, weird, and any other negative comment that some people feel that they absolutely need to make note of via snyde commenting or mumbling. I hate hate. I hate that most people can look around themselves and see only the world they live in. I hate that people are usually judged by their looks and intelligence instead of their moral character.

Now I feel bad... I hate to remind myself of all the bad things in the world instead of continuing to focus on the positive, but I think that from time to time, expressing a bad thought can help me appreciate all the good things in my life.

(edit: typos)

[Article One]

Originally posted by buzzboy
:werd: doug...you actually "read" those?

dude, maxim is funny as shit. i read it and think... "no wonder so many guys out there can't find a decent girl. they take all this shit seriously, and not as some sick fucking joke from the writers and editors."

[maynard]

I love how I'm learning more about some of you from THIS thread than I did from the "neighbors" thread.

[cleophite]

:haha:

its so true!

[sychie]

Originally posted by maynard
It's a fact, girls think they're fat. I'm not sure they actually think that, I think they just say it to get the ego stroking "oh no you're not" from us.

no, most of us actually do, even when we aren't (and this is leaving my current shape out of this)

example--i am 5ft 10 in, in high school i was about that height, too. i have large bones, and i was a dancer (ballet, jazz, and gymnastics) for 10 years, so i have huge leg muscles. i wore a size 9/10 through most of high school. i was constantly teased in jr. high and high school and told i was grossly fat and huge and all that. this got me to think that a size 9/10 was HUGE and i was just a massive whale (one of the many names i was called). i pretty much said, f-it, i'm huge, there's nothing i can do about it, i guess because no matter how carefully i ate then or how much i exercised, i didn't get any smaller (9/10 is about the smallest someone of my height and bone structure could ever be without being a walking skeleton). i wasn't in perfect shape, yeah, i was a bit chubby i'm sure. after "realizing" that i would be "huge" forever, well.....now i am medically "morbidly obese". i look at pictures of me in high school and i'm like "holy shit--i looked good then" (no comments, please, chris, let me have my delusions).

so, totally off topic, but back to your comment, dan, no, we dont' just say that. we really tend to mean it cuz it's what we're taught. i wasn't the size 3 that all my classmates were so i was huge. (in all reality, it all started much earlier with my dad, but that's for another thread.....)

[evey]

I don't think theres much left to me than what you all already know about me.

[maynard]

I hate how people can be so insenstive. I hate junior high school memories.

[Gizmo]

I used to be so obsessed with my appearance when I was about 15-16. I used to be seriously depressed every time I walked out of my house because I'd face this barrage of images that told me I was, for all intents and purposes, useless.

Then I started reading about advertising ploys, feminism, body imaging, techniques of centerfold "enhancement" (airbrushing), etc. and I really really felt better about myself. Even though sometimes I still go back to that kind of knee-jerk self-deprication, those images just piss me off now---I don't internalize it anymore. Moral: education is the answer. Know the nature of the beast and you will defeat it.

[keokikim02]

:eddie: yes.. it is a lovely day.. despite the fact that i'm sick.. and i saw a car got its whole front fucked up... right off Lee Hwy and Main St...oh.. on my way to Lotte...

[buzzboy]

Originally posted by tigerjunglist
I hate that people can't just pick up their pieces and give themselves bleh bleh blah bleh blah...blehgity blah which is part of why I hate that many people feel the need to play the hero or villain of their own little life story, blah buh bleh

Now I feel bad... bleuh bleh blah.

(edit: typos)


dood you should know by now no one reads posts that long. :noway:

[Muramasa]

Originally posted by buzzboy
dood you should know by now no one reads posts that long. :noway:

Ohhhh yeah..... whoopsie. Me-->:slap:<--Me

[maynard]

Actually, I read Doug's entire first post. More than once in fact.

[cleophite]

Originally posted by maynard
I hate how people can be so insenstive. I hate junior high school memories. :werd: x one billion. although i DO have to say that as horrible of a time as i had there and as many insecurities as that place gave me, i *did* walk away with a much stronger sense of myself. still though ~ if i ever get the chance, i'm burning key ms to the ground. :yes:

[buzzboy]

Originally posted by maynard
Actually, I read Doug's entire first post. More than once in fact.
yeah but you two have an arrangement :69: :evilred:

[nyhope]

Originally posted by Gizmo
I HATE knowing that the liberation of women has almost always been a side issue. I hate it.

cortney, are you working full-time this summer? If not, there has to be a take Cortney to Lauren's work day.

[nyhope]

Originally posted by cleophite
:werd: x one billion. although i DO have to say that as horrible of a time as i had there and as many insecurities as that place gave me, i *did* walk away with a much stronger sense of myself.

i hate all the people that made me miserable in junior high and high school but i love knowing i am better than they are.

(seeing those people is even better :evilred: )

[keokikim02]

i hated high school more than any other grade levels... :fu: to those superficial peoples~

[evey]

Yeah, high school sucked teh cack.

[uberclkgtr]

i thought this thread was going to be about the brady bunch. as it turns out, it is not, but it is stilly totally groovin in far out ways.

oh, and i hated junior high too.

[buzzboy]

i just put on my armor before highschool :spliff: but then again i didnt reall have trouble in highschool...from other kids that is.

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by maynard
Actually, I read Doug's entire first post. More than once in fact.
Good writing does that to you. I read it more than once as well.

[keokikim02]

haha... i went from "normal" pac sun girl to... raver UFO girl.. by the end of my h.s. year... hehe...

[buzzboy]

i went from barely caring about school to not giving a fuck.

[maynard]

i love running into the kids that were popular in middle school and finding out they've either spent time in jail, have had serious problems with drug abuse, and how so many of them dropped out of college completely, and are just generally unhappy.

i, on the other hand, the one they made life miserable for, am most of the way to a college degree, have some fucking amazing people in my life (you guys, and of course my non-raver friends that i've had since i was about 5), and am generally happy.

[tigermomma]

I hate it that every weekend I am with my kids it rains and is cold so we all get cabin fever and that when I dont have my kids (and am out all night and in bed all day) that its beautiful. Damn weather. I hate that I give myself a budget when I go out and I always buy everyone drinks yet when I am broke I get nada. I hate that I was a sponge in high school and now I struggle remembering someones name. I hate that I quit playing the clarinet, I used to be good. I hate that I am scared to pick it up again because I like the memory of being a good musician and dont want to ruin that. I hate that I had so many opportunities to succeed and I ruined all of them. I hate that I will never have the soccer mom life and I hate that I even wanted it. I hate that I keep thinking of things to write about in this thread cuz I hate being a whiney bitch but I love that it feels so fucking good to keep ranting. I hate that I sometimes feel resentment for having kids so young and not having as many easy options as most people my age. I hate that I even can admit that cuz I love my kids to pieces. I hate feeling like I am in a rut. I hate not being able to get out of it. I hate that I have to hide being online during the day yet I hate not being able to log off to do work. Damn board. I hate that I havent even met a quarter of you guys yet. Sometimes this board is what gets me through my day (especially in the last two weeks).

Bah, I'm done....

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by nyhope
cortney, are you working full-time this summer? If not, there has to be a take Cortney to Lauren's work day.
Take me to your leader... er, work! I must see this feminist stronghold for myself! :afterbuzz:

seriously, tho, PM me. :thumbsup:

[buzzboy]

i didn't care then....i don't care now. :shrug:

[Article One]

Originally posted by Gizmo
Good writing does that to you. I read it more than once as well.

whoa.

:affection:

[maynard]

high school wasn't bad for me at all, really. I had my group of friends. I also hit a growth spurt after 8th grade so I just got better at sports, so as a 'jock' i was pretty much cool with everyone, even some of the nerds. i just chose to not waste my time hanging out with the superficial people, and the people i DID hang out with were pretty fucking good people.

high school was amazing compared to jr. high.

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by tigermomma
I hate it that every weekend I am with my kids it rains and is cold so we all get cabin fever...

I feel like giving you a big sweaty hug like they did in Fight Club, after all that aggression is purged...

:smooch:

[tigermomma]

Originally posted by buzzboy
dood you should know by now no one reads posts that long. :noway:

Errrr....*runs to edit novella-like posts*

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by Article One
whoa.

:affection:
you know you’re a good writer, don’t play coy. :wink:

[cleophite]

i hate that i just typed up one of the worst lists i've ever had to type up in my life. i hate that i'm not in a good mood. bah. i hate that i feel compelled to share.

[nyhope]

Originally posted by Gizmo
you know you’re a good writer, don’t play coy. :wink:

thank you, doug and i argued about that yesterday, i won!

[maynard]

many of us are not in fantastic moods. that's why this thread is so fucking good. kudos, doug.

[Article One]

Originally posted by Gizmo
you know you’re a good writer, don’t play coy. :wink:


not playing coy, i know i am too... but we dont have a red-faced smilie, or one that says "thanks for the praise" in some sort of shy manner (as i get about compliments)...so i figured id just send ya some lovin :wink:

[evey]

I wish I could write.

[Gizmo]

what do you win?

[nyhope]

Originally posted by cleophite
i hate that i just typed up one of the worst lists i've ever had to type up in my life. i hate that i'm not in a good mood. bah. i hate that i feel compelled to share.

:grouphug: i hate that i'm stuck answering phones at work (thank you $100,000 education) and that i can't make you feel better.

[buzzboy]

i slept through most of highschool. and for a large portion of junior year i had an "arraingement"

[tigermomma]

Originally posted by Gizmo
I feel like giving you a big sweaty hug like they did in Fight Club, after all that aggression is purged...

:smooch:


awww...thank you :D :smooch:

I feel sooooo much betta now.

[evey]

Originally posted by maynard
many of us are not in fantastic moods.

That's the understatement of the year right there. At least in my case.

[keokikim02]

:grouphug: kristen~

[Article One]

and chris: no one reads CUT N PASTE posts that long.

i read everything else if someone is really gettin into it. i mean, fuck, people do the same for me.

[cleophite]

Originally posted by nyhope
:grouphug: i hate that i'm stuck answering phones at work (thank you $100,000 education) and that i can't make you feel better. you've done more then enough already, and you know that :smooch:

[MaryAnarchy]

Originally posted by GTAVercetti
I hate wanting something so bad that I know I will never get.
HAHAHAHA
this is soooo true.

the thing is, if you COULD get it, would you really want it that bad?

[buzzboy]

you people make me sad sometimes...*exits thread*

[sychie]

Originally posted by buzzboy
i slept through most of highschool. and for a large portion of junior year i had an "arraingement"

and for a large portion of jr. year, you were out skipping school with jas, liss, and myself...or just tearing up the school when we were there.....
or is that the "arrangement" you were referring to?

[tigermomma]

Originally posted by keokikim02
:grouphug: kristen~

*MUUUUAAAAHHHHH*

I feel like going swinging :D

[housecat]

Originally posted by MaryAnarchy

the thing is, if you COULD get it, would you really want it that bad?
Good question.

[Article One]

in response to what dina wrote and so graciously deleted:


nothing is more valuable than self respect. except, perhaps truth, but the way i see it, they are the same thing.

[MaryAnarchy]

Originally posted by maynard
It's a fact, girls think they're fat. I'm not sure they actually think that, I think they just say it to get the ego stroking "oh no you're not" from us.

i KNOW i'm not fat!
i hate being so skinny!

HATE HATE HATE.

i just think no one is happy with the way they look.

[buzzboy]

Originally posted by sychie
and for a large portion of jr. year, you were out skipping school with jas, liss, and myself...or just tearing up the school when we were there.....
or is that the "arrangement" you were referring to?


no i was reffering to when i wasn't there for a looooooooooong time.

dammit sara...this is depressing. *really exits thread this time*

[nyhope]

Originally posted by tigermomma


I feel like going swinging :D

like on the swing set at the playground... ok if that wasn't what you meant that is all i have wanted to do all day anyway!!

swings rule!

[keokikim02]

Originally posted by MaryAnarchy


the thing is, if you COULD get it, would you really want it that bad?


yeah... but i think human beings can NEVER be satiated... if we get whatever is that what we wanted.... we ALWAYS want something better...

[keokikim02]

Originally posted by nyhope
like on the swing set at the playground... ok if that wasn't what you meant that is all i have wanted to do all day anyway!!

swings rule!



i loved the underdog move.. that was really fun~ :bravo: :eddie:

[MaryAnarchy]

Originally posted by maynard
I hate how people can be so insenstive. I hate junior high school memories.

for me it was high school. evil evil girls and guys. really messed me up.


i hate going to lunch and being super behind on the buzzboard.

[housecat]

Originally posted by Article One
in response to what dina wrote and so graciously deleted:


nothing is more valuable than self respect. except, perhaps truth, but the way i see it, they are the same thing.
:wink:

[Article One]

Originally posted by MaryAnarchy

i hate going to lunch and being super behind on the buzzboard.

this, is perhaps the ULTIMATE hate.

[jrob]

Originally posted by Article One
in response to what dina wrote and so graciously deleted:


nothing is more valuable than self respect. except, perhaps truth, but the way i see it, they are the same thing.

so not to sound psycho or cheesey...but whoever said that is my personal hero today. i have a HUGE confrontation with someone coming very soon (i.e. tonight) and it all boils down to that concept. i have too much self-respect to continue on in the situation i am in presently...and that is the bottom line. just reading this made me feel a little better about my motivation for doing what i am doing. thank you to whomever said it...:smooch:

[evey]

That's why I don't go anywhere for lunch. Most of the time.

[sychie]

Originally posted by buzzboy
no i was reffering to when i wasn't there for a looooooooooong time.

dammit sara...this is depressing. *really exits thread this time*

i'm sorry!!!
and, i think that was either sophmore or senior year, as i'm pretty damn sure you were there (at least somewhat) all our junior year.

but i'll stop talking about depressing high school crap.....:glcaroline:

[MaryAnarchy]

Originally posted by maynard
i love running into the kids that were popular in middle school and finding out they've either spent time in jail, have had serious problems with drug abuse, and how so many of them dropped out of college completely, and are just generally unhappy.

i, on the other hand, the one they made life miserable for, am most of the way to a college degree, have some fucking amazing people in my life (you guys, and of course my non-raver friends that i've had since i was about 5), and am generally happy.

all the girls that used to make fun of me and call me anorexic and a skeleton, and make me cry, etc. are now fat as hell. i laugh. cuz i had Twins and i'm still skinny. and they are fat and ugly bitches. that's what they get! muhahaha.

hmm repressed anger

[maynard]

Originally posted by Article One
in response to what dina wrote and so graciously deleted:


nothing is more valuable than self respect. except, perhaps truth, but the way i see it, they are the same thing.

the hierarchy of important things:

honesty
trust
self-respect
respect for others, but I guess honesty and trust can fall under that

[Alexis]

I hate my cynical attitude.

wait.


nevermind.

:D

[sychie]

Originally posted by maynard
the hierarchy of important things:

honesty
trust
self-respect
respect for others, but I guess honesty and trust can fall under that

hellz yeah---truth, openness, honesty....my big ones, and all sides of the same thing......

[tigermomma]

Originally posted by nyhope
like on the swing set at the playground... ok if that wasn't what you meant that is all i have wanted to do all day anyway!!

swings rule!

I love swings. I used to go every morning after I got back from Buzz last summer for like an hour. Just to swing while the sun comes up and the birds are singing. After 8 hours of beats and flashing lights it was so soothing. I have something to do this afternoon after work *yay*. My kids will be ecstatic. I had planned to go grocery shopping but PARK HERE WE COME!

[housecat]

Originally posted by jrob
so not to sound psycho or cheesey...but whoever said that is my personal hero today. i have a HUGE confrontation with someone coming very soon (i.e. tonight) and it all boils down to that concept. i have to much self-respect to continue on in the situation i am in presently...and that is the bottom line. just reading this made me feel a little better about my motivation for doing what i am doing. thank you to whomever said it...:smooch:
:werd:

[Muramasa]

I hate that watching other people fail is something that can make someone feel good. I really hate that. A lot.

[Alexis]

I also hate the fact that I am not "allowed" to play in the Ball pit in Chucky Cheese. Because I'm too OLD.

:ranton:

To hell with Age restrictions.

[MaryAnarchy]

Originally posted by evey
That's the understatement of the year right there. At least in my case.

amen

cranky pissy bitchy sinister one i am.

although i just drove around blasting really cheesy plurry music for an hour. that helped.

i love driving.

[Muramasa]

Originally posted by WanderingStarz
I also hate the fact that I am not "allowed" to play in the Ball pit in Chucky Cheese. Because I'm too OLD.

:ranton:

To hell with Age restrictions.

:werd: x 1,000

[Article One]

.

[MattaKnox]

Originally posted by WanderingStarz
I also hate the fact that I am not "allowed" to play in the Ball pit in Chucky Cheese. Because I'm too OLD.

:ranton:

To hell with Age restrictions.

:haha:

But it balances out with height restrictions. None of those little shits enjoying the ball pit get to ride any of the cool rides at Six Flags.

[tigermomma]

Originally posted by WanderingStarz
I also hate the fact that I am not "allowed" to play in the Ball pit in Chucky Cheese. Because I'm too OLD.

:ranton:

To hell with Age restrictions.

Bring a kid under 3 with you...they let you in. I am the ball pit underlurker and the ellicitor of high pitched screams. mwahahahahahaha.....

[Alexis]

Originally posted by MattaKnox
:haha:

But it balances out with height restrictions. None of those little shits enjoying the ball pit get to ride any of the cool rides at Six Flags.

Height restrictions have NEVER been an issue for me.

I was 5'9 when I was 10 years old.

:haha:

[nyhope]

Originally posted by tigermomma
I love swings. I used to go every morning after I got back from Buzz last summer for like an hour. Just to swing while the sun comes up and the birds are singing. After 8 hours of beats and flashing lights it was so soothing. I have something to do this afternoon after work *yay*. My kids will be ecstatic. I had planned to go grocery shopping but PARK HERE WE COME!

LOL! you have inspired me, i'm taking myself on the swings after work!!

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by tigermomma
I love swings. I used to go every morning after I got back from Buzz last summer for like an hour. Just to swing while the sun comes up and the birds are singing. After 8 hours of beats and flashing lights it was so soothing. I have something to do this afternoon after work *yay*. My kids will be ecstatic. I had planned to go grocery shopping but PARK HERE WE COME!
I love swings. I used to do the "hurricane" thing for hours. And those metal horses that are on springs. Those things can get you sooo messed up.

[Article One]

id like to add to this thread:

:hatecody:

[MaryAnarchy]

Originally posted by WanderingStarz
I also hate the fact that I am not "allowed" to play in the Ball pit in Chucky Cheese. Because I'm too OLD.

:ranton:

To hell with Age restrictions.

you should have kids.

i get to go in the ballpits with them.

it's teh shit

[tigermomma]

Tire swings are still the best tho. I dont ever remember having so much fun purposefully getting nauseous. I introduced my son to it last weekend. He was laughing so hard he was drooling and snorting. :delirious:

[maynard]

Last month when I was in New York, we had a :spliff: in Central Park around 7 am, and then had at a nearby swingset for a while. I just felt so at peace, inside and out... I can't really describe it. But it was awesome.

[MaryAnarchy]

:)

[nyhope]

Originally posted by maynard
Last month when I was in New York, we had a :spliff: in Central Park around 7 am, and then had at a nearby swingset for a while. I just felt so at peace, inside and out... I can't really describe it. But it was awesome.

that was my exact after work plan. :eddie:

[cleophite]

i wish there was a swingset on campus :sadblue:

[Article One]

Originally posted by nyhope
that was my exact after work plan. :eddie:

thats always your plan.

[tigermomma]

Originally posted by MaryAnarchy
you should have kids.

i get to go in the ballpits with them.

it's teh shit

Exactly. They even give you knee pads for the tunnels so you dont get bruises.

[maynard]

I think we should all get together and play on the swings.

[Gizmo]

Originally posted by MattaKnox
:haha:

But it balances out with height restrictions. None of those little shits enjoying the ball pit get to ride any of the cool rides at Six Flags.
I broke my arm in three places in the ball pit at Discovery Zone. I was 12. So it really doesn’t matter how tall you are, you can get seriously tore-up.

[nyhope]

Originally posted by Article One
thats always your plan.

i don't normally play on the swings, i have no idea what you're talking about :shrug:

[MaryAnarchy]

i never got the special knee pad treatment.
i hate being trampled on by wild 7 year olds though.
and watching them run over my kids.

[cleophite]

i think that's a wonderful idea, dan. :/

[keokikim02]

Originally posted by maynard
I think we should all get together and play on the swings.


:specialed: :eddie: :woot: :smileyparty:

[MaryAnarchy]

i think i'm going to a park after work too.

on city island.
staring at the susquehanna river and sitting on a swing pondering life. sounds like that's what i need.

thanks, who ever brought up swings

[koolaidluva]

I hate that im in a wierd mood today,I hate that somtimes i really cant express myself,i hate that when i go through stuff i dont talk about it, and instead deal with it all inside,I hate how somtimes i can feel my parents thinkin "why"? in their minds, i hate that i cant explain it, I hate how somtimes i feel so boxed up, like im wasting time,i hate how somtimes things seem so far out of reach,i hate narrowmindness,i hate gabber, I hate people that arent in this scene for the right reasons...I hate not having real bacon in my house..haha, i hate how different ideologies and philosophies arent accepted in the states, i hate how people are pressured into not being themselves because of fear of what other people might say and think, i hate division....

on the other hand i love
Spirituality which gets me through a WHOLE DAMN LOT!!What Gizmo said..about the blue houses and living life how u want o live,Dancin so hard u hurt the next day, People on this board, SelfKnowledge,Understanding,Truth,The Tao,Spirituality,RedKoolaid and the ability to Love

[nyhope]

i agree with kristine and lauren. we can have a park playdate :D

[keokikim02]

:woot: almost time for this thread to die~~ :byebye:

[Article One]

i still hate all of you.

especially you. yea, u know who you are.

:klondike:

[AmandaHuie]

saving this from being pruned.